Wednesday, October 19, 2011

I want to write. I am not sure what exactly it is that I want to write. Just that I do. I downloaded a 30 day trial version of Microsoft office for Mac… I absolutely love it! I think at the end of the 30 days, if I have the money I am going to have to buy it. I guess a lot is going on right now. I am finally moved out and into my own apartment. I love having my own place. Now I am just looking for a job. Books a Million is moving to Bangor and I would love to get a job there. I can’t even express how much I would love it.

I am also seeing someone. Not like when I was seeing the guy up the road. But really actually seeing someone. This is like uncharted territory. I don’t even know what ‘lets take it slow’ even means. However, it is so exciting. I feel like life is going so well. I am so excited for everything that is happening.

I love being where I am. I love being so close to my sisters. I love having my own space. I love being responsible for so much. I cannot wait to have a job and be in school. I finally feel like I am ‘growing up”.

My relationship with God is also on the mend. Things feel so much better in that area of my life. It may not be perfect and I know I am not exactly where I should be, but I feel so much more at ease. All in all, I just feel like life is going well.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

I would....

Prefer not to feel insecure...