Thursday, August 19, 2010

Frustrations....


So It's been forever since I've posted anything on here. I doubt anyone even reads anymore, but that's okay. I write from me not you. GAH why is life frustrating. I feel like.. Idk. My parents are trying to tell me what to do, how to live, who to be with. I can't let them make all these decisions for me. I kow that i don't have as much wisdom as they do and that they have been playing this game of life far longer than I have, But that doesn't mean they have all the answers. I have to make some of these decisions on my own. they aren't always going to b right here telling me what to do and if they are that would be a serious problem. I'm an adult now. I'm a senior in college and I have a plan for my life. And the plan that I have for my life, doesn't exactly line up with the plan that they have. Here is the problem. *sigh*

If I make a mistake, If I choose the wrong path, I can live with that. I can take responsibility for my actions. What I canot do, and what i refuse to do, is take responsibility for the choices and decisions that they want to make for me.

I know that they want what is best for me. What good parent doesn't want that for their children? But their concept and idea of what is best for me and what is going to make me happy, Isn't mine.

How can I show them that? Do I just keep doing what I'm doing and wait for them to accept my decisions? I am trying to compromise and make some adjustments, But I refuse to let them dictate my life from 1500 miles away.

*sigh*

Oh well, this is all for now.

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