Overwhelmed

So Im completely and totally overwhelmed.

I have so many pojects to do for my classes.

I have so many frindships that are getting complicated.

I dont know what I should be doing anymore.

I have no idea what to do with myself anymore.

I am just tired... Phisically and emotionally

And wost of all, I dont want to talk about it.

Yeah I know, sounds like a bald faced lie considering I'm blogging it all right now.

But blogging and writting are so much easier than talking about it. I just dont want to have a face to face conversation with anyone about my problems right now. I dont know why... I just cant...

When asked if Im okay my response is always 'yeah Im fine'.

YEAH RIGHT.

If fine really does stand for Freaked out, Insecure, Neurotic, and Emotional. yeah, Im perfectly FINE by that definition.

I dont know whats going on with me.

There is just... so much...

I am still as indecisive as ever and can hardly decide what to wear in the morning much less what to do with my life.

And then if it were not enought already... finances are so tight that My family will most likely not be able to come down for spring break... so i have no idea what im going to do... i mean sure i'll do something... but i wanted my family down here so bad... to see me here and meet my friends... oh well... ill deal with that when the time comes...

I dunno... i guess i just wanted to get something out of my system... but it didnt work.

feel just as poopy as before, oh well.

I'll figure it out.