When I close my eyes and try to figure out what my mood is, that is the only thing that I hear. I want to scream at the top of my lungs till there is no breath left in me. I want to cry until my eyes dry up forever. I want to drink till I forget everything and loose all inhibitions.
Was there ever a way that I could have changed the ending to this chapter? Was there a way to make this end in Happily ever after? I know what I should be doing. I should be focusing on a relationship with God. The lack of that is what screwed me in the first place.
Well. I guess I'll leave this with the one thing flashing in my head.
Fuuck.
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